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Incredible Sadness

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Posted by: Eddie2sox Wednesday 24th October 2007, 9:13pm
Last edited 24/10/2007 9:13pm by Eddie2sox

Back from our trip to Berkshire......

Since my Dad died I've blocked it out one way or another I think. Monday was work then alcohol. Way, way too much alcohol, unfortunately. Tuesday and today was me and Sam's trip to Legoland (I'm going to write a separate blog about that). So today on the way back, when we reached Cambridge, this huge, black blanket of sadness descended on me. Sad that I'll never speak to my Dad again, sad that Sam was sad because our trip was over, and sad myself that we were on the way home after such a special time together.

So, not sure what's going to happen inside my head at the moment, but it probably won't be happy. Still have to tell Sam his Grandad is dead, which is tough for a 4 year old to understand. Tomorrow and Friday I'll be delivering paprers, as I am way behind this week. Tough times. Still waiting for the boring life to kick in, and I can't wait.

Pic: "Leave me alone!"

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