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Wednesday 18th April -Starting Over

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Posted by: knightrider45 Wednesday 18th April 2007, 4:15pm
Last edited 18/04/2007 4:15pm by knightrider45

Thanks again for the support yesterday guys. You're all brilliant out there. Big boy, once again, you made me laugh!

But these experts say, working under the law of attraction, that you attract into your life what you think about most of the time. So, if I concentrate on sheer, abject poverty, for example, that's what I'll get.

Thoughts become actions. Actions become your character. Your character becomes your Destiny.

Problem is, is that it's difficult to concentrate on anything else when your backs to the wall all the time.

Thats everyday, 7 days a week.

Anyway, lets change the subject! CAB - you've noticed the change as well in my postings - I think this must be the acceptance stage. Now I've given up the biggest part of the new business (and lost most of my members now), its just there - hanging - not doing anything until I can get around to reformatting the whole idea and concept. And I'm working on ideas now as I'm reloading the site back up.

I'm still, with difficulty, trying to change my attitude on a conscious level. That positive action, combiened with acceptance of what's happened has happened, and the tablets(!) are all working together and lightening my load, as it were, have at the same time taken away a lot of pressure on a day to day basis.

And that can only be a good thing. Long term though (and here I go again), I must get more cash into the house. And the original point of this still stands. I don't have a degree, and can't therefore, get a job paying paying £50,000 to release the £34,000 a year household expenses.

But I'm enjoying the enforced holiday, a breathing space, while I get my act together. I'm still working on the business on a day to day basis, but with the main part of the business now gone, along with the expenses of running it, and the pressure to get cash in to meet the bills, has eased the Urgency of it all.

And its the urgency of my life that drives me to the wall sometimes. I may have lost this battle, and face with it, but I have not surrended the war. No way.

Big Boy, I note what you've said about the St Johns Wort - thanks for the advice. I'm still in pain on my left side and I'm going to the doctors next week when I'm off, so I'll ask about the SJW at the same time. It may be that he'll prescribe something again, but my only concern with this is that my life insurance, when I can afford it, will go through the roof.

And that brings us back to The House and The Mortgage. Life does go around in circles, doesn't it?

Until tomorrow - and thanks again guys - you're all brilliant

Paul

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