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Posted by: knightrider45 Friday 13th April 2007, 3:23pm

thanks again for your support yesterday guys, it means so much! I am getting so much unmitigated crap at the moment, its unreal. Sympathy not required please.

Well, it's certainiy Friday the 13th! I've just had to give the mortgage company a right a*se kicking because the repossession papers/court papers came through today.Got them when I got up this afternoon after last nights shift.

Thats despite, don't forget, reaching a formal agreement with them AND making the first payment on the new, agreed schedule. Ahead of time. All £850 of it. The operator who answered the phone, and took the brunt of my call, agreed that there's no action coming. Yet more incompetance from a big company. HOW do they get away with it.

The letters, one each for me and my wife, have certainly put the dampers on the day for me. After talking to the mortgage place, I've requested a formal letter off them, confirming that no action is being taken, and have hidden, for the time being, the papers away. No point in spoiling The Family's weekend for no need, is there?

Like I said last week, IF I was single and on my own, the mortgage company would have had the keys back ages ago. I have no interest in the house at all, and I'd happily resettle in a bedsit somewhere.

Stupid people. Stupid mortgage company. And, of course, stupid, unwanted house. And mortgage.

But, I am head of The Family, and must pull all stops out to look after them.Its part of being a man.

I am still upset over the decision the House forced me to make earlier this week, and the letters today, well, that just tops the lot really. The emails from my friend, the web master are truely gut wrenching and she's saying all these nice things about me which I don't deserve. I have pulled out of our business deal that she was depending on. And wrecked her hopes and business as well as my own. It's going to take a long time for me to get over this.

On the same subject, sort of, I've "Volunteered" for 36 hours overtime this month, and I'm spending 3 holiday days from my entitlement to get some more cash in. That's another weeks wage this month. Ish. For the House you understand.

And the first overtime shift is tomorrow night. And I'm so tired and worn out already. I keep thinking that, when it's all over, it will be worth it. I just can't believe what I think.

Anyway, nothing more to say really, other than that, somehow, I've got to get to the doctors sometime, somehow, next week. I've got a pain that starts at the bottom of my ribs, on my left hand side, that is a dull ache and has spread upto my shoulder, up my neck, and up my left side of my head. Anadin Extra only takes the pain away for an hour or so. Despite this being on my left side (think heart), I'm not unduly concerned because I've had it before, and simply put, it's a stress pain. Its not psychological either, because my stricture swelled up like crazy on Wednesday and wouldn't go down. So I couldn't eat for 24 hours or so. Not that I'm hungry anyway.

One day, this will be worth it. I WILL pull through this, get rid of all the crap in my life and just be normal. Can't wait. Enjoy your "normal" life guys, I'm so jealous.

Thanks for "listening" guys. Sorry I'm so angry

Paul

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