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Posted by: Friday 25th December 2009, 8:12pm

Why?

Hello Keith, it's Paul writing to you.

Oh, I know you can't read this message, but I'm going to write it anyway. I just wasn't to know that the last time I saw you when you came to see us with your wife that it would be the very last time ever.

A great shame Keith, because you are a really nice man to know. It's been my priviledge to know you. And I know, that, after working all your life and being really active, the blindness in one eye came as a shock to you. Then there was the recently diagnosed glaucoma in the the second eye a few months ago, when they told you that you were going blind.

I know it's bad. And I appreciate, now, just how lonely you must have felt. I also wouldn't like to go blind.

But was it really that bad that you had to hang yourself from your loft? And why did you do it on Christmas Eve? Was it really that bad that you couldn't give your family just one more complete Christmas? Your wife must have gone through Hell yesterday when she found you after coming back from work.

What a Christmas you've given us.

See, Keith, what you didn't realise is the sheer number of lives you've been part of. And every single one of those people have had their Christmas ruined. Why so selfish Keith? WHY did you commit suicide on Christmas Eve? Was it really as an act of revenge on the life that had let you down so badly? why take it out on the rest of us?

I guess there's two sides to the story, and I don't know what's been going on apart from the blindness, maybe there was something else happening that I don't know about? But we'll never know now, will we Keith?

And, at the moment, I'm having severe problems matching the Keith I knew a few months ago to the image in my mind of the Keith who hanged himself from his loft.

Sorry Keith, I'm just one of the people who's been affected by this news.You should never, ever give up, no matter how bad things get.

Paul

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